I’ve tapped into this inner peace that feels like it’s my core or a tunnel linking my chakras. I took a deep breath and visualized my breath entering my pussy, clearing and moving through my exhale. I was reminded that there’s a calm, still space within that is my deep knowing, my truth, and my home.
I get to travel to many places in here (my body) and out there (covering miles of Earth) but what I tapped into today is that there are places (in here) that only I’ve seen and that only I know about.
What I’m finding interesting is that I often share with those I’m with about the places I go inside (my head, soul, consciousness) and really that person is mostly Vitor. So when I’ve been to knew places (which I have lots on my 3 week self-honeymoon), I feel almost guilty or uncomfortable how to be with him. There’s a new territory between us and it’s kinda nice to keep it sacred and to myself. It feels like a naughty secret I’m keeping to myself that I really don’t need him but want him to feel needed.